Happy Hump Day! :)

Today is Wednesday. Also known as HUMP DAY! I am so glad too! So far this week is going by at a nice pace! Not too much has been going on with us. So I don't have a lot of exciting news. I am just bored and figured I would write a little. I can say I am so excited about the cooler weather! I can't believe how nice it is today! I would like to take Nathan to the fair to see all the animals....but it gets crazy down there at night. So I would want to go on Saturday or Sunday. I think he would love to see all the different animals they have there! Robert and I went two years ago and it was packed....but not too much fun. However, now we have a sweet little baby to experience all these things with.....through his eyes. You know? Things seem to much sweeter through the eyes of a child! Even the most simplest of things. I love seeing his eyes light up with excitement when he sees things for the first time. For instance....on Monday after we had all that rain there were a TON of black birds in the yard. I normally can't stand them. I like birds...but they just look gross to me. I like the pretty ones! But they would all start flying at the same time going from yard to yard. Nathan would watch them and every time they would take off his eyes would just light up and he would have the biggest smile. Every once in a while he'd let out a very excited "Oooooo" when they would take off. At that moment, I loved those ugly birds. You know? It is just awesome to me to watch him grow and learn. I don't know how I ever made it without him. But I guess we had to wait for God to give him to us. I never knew that you could love a little person so much. I also often wonder if I was to have another if I would be able to spread the love even more. But I know you can. I mean, people have 5 and 6 kids and love them all the same. It is just hard to fathom that kind of love. But I guess we have to learn that love from God huh?! I mean, he loves a whole planet full of people for crying out loud. You know? And loves each and every one of us the same! Crazy huh?! Well, I guess that's all for now. I am sure you're about to all out of the chair with boredom!!!! :)

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Okay. So it has been a month or so since I have been on here. Go figure right?! I have just been a little busy it seems. I am at a very weird place right now. I like my job....most days. But right now I am so feeling the need for a change. I have been here a little over 5 years now. My boss has been really good to me. And if I was to go somewhere else I would have to learn a whole new job, system, and most of all new people and bosses. I guess my heart's desire is to be at home with Nathan. But I know that is not at all an option at this point in my life. I just feel stuck. I feel like things are never going to be different than what they are right now. But I also know in my heart that this is not true. We are working really hard on trying to do things to the house and get some things accomplished....so I have to work. I mean, I have to work anyways...but with all of our plans and goals I think I will be working until I am 110! haha My hubby is so great about it because he knows where I am coming from and he knows how bad I want to be at home with Nathan...and any other future children we may have. But I guess things just have to fall into place for that to happen. Anyways....sorry this post isn't very chipper!!! :)

Nathan's 1st B-day Party!!

Nathan's party was this past Saturday on the 21st. I think it went pretty well considering it was the first b-day party I have ever had to throw! lol I had a lot of fun putting it all together...but it also stressed me out a little too. I think I will start about 2 months in advance next year! The only thing that really bothered me was not being able to sit down and visit with everyone. I had so much going on trying to make sure things went smoothly. I am going to have to figure out a better way next time so I can visit with everyone that comes. I was so excited to see all my friends and family there. It was really nice! I was very grateful for every one's attendance and of course all the fabulous gifts he got! Nathan had a blast...and he was SO good. I couldn't get over not hearing him cry one time through the entire thing!!! All in all I'd say he had a great first birthday party! :)

Here I come bloggers!!!

Okay. So I have finally decided to join the blogging world! I don't claim to be this amazing writer, nor do I claim to be that interesting. haha But I just wanted to have a place to talk about things that go on in my life. I want a place where I can post my feelings and not be held back! :) I welcome any comments and I am sure I will be asking for advice at some point!!! But until next time.............